Suddenly after a long time I felt like writing a poem about my love. Actually I was watching this movie Sob Choritro Kalponik by Rituparno Ghosh. The film basically dwells about a poet and his wife. The poet is too busy with his world and pays little or no attention towards his wife. The wife acted by Bipasha Basu on the other hand loves his husband but doesn't know about it. She secretly writes poems about the fear of losing him. One day suddenly the poet dies and then his wife starts to realize that although he seemed careless about her but he deeply loved her.
I don't want to spoil the fun of watching this movie but I suddenly realized that slowly I am becoming the poet. Although I don't write but my work and my recreation leaves little time for my love. I keep so busy in myself that sometime I forget that there is someone waiting for my phone call. I become so selfish that if I don't feel like speaking I simply don't call not realizing that she waits for me.
I cant promise that I will change in a day but here is something for a start..a poem. I stopped writing poems for someone but suddenly I felt the urge inside me and started writing.